i hope that someday i can be a part of something like this.
supposedly i haven't changed
and you somehow got even better.
i'm a wuss
i post those because i’d never have the guts to tell you how i actually feel. i want to stop thinking you’re perfect and i want to stop wishing you never left. it all happened so fast and honestly and i still have no idea what happened. the worst part is, there’s someone else who’s going to read this and think i’m writing about them.
on a more bitter note
1) i don’t know what i did but i will not fight for you. if this is what you want, i just want you to be happy. 2) you still look at me the same. it still felt the same when i saw you last. yet i’m okay with it being over. 3) i need to stop building you up in my head. this isn’t love. we barely know each other. i need closure. i need to stop letting myself get carried away.
so i’ve been working for the interviews at my school all week and i love my job so much. i meet all of these highschool kids who are so nervous and hopeful. it really makes me realize how lucky i am to be at this school. i also find that there’s alot of amazing young artists and its really inspiring me. it isn’t terrible that there’s quite a few cuties… but...
i just read the entire ladder theory
i had a really good weekend back home, i’ll give a full update sometime in the near future along with some more photo/webcam photos. i’ve been falling behind on this and with this week being reading week, i should have time to catch up. but for now, i am going to go to sleep.
i want to go to iceland too
and i’d go with you if you promised not to ditch me.
class was cancelled
now i stayed up until 3 for nothing and woke up at 7 for nothing. fuck this. i am going out for burritos… or pizza… or something really delicious and expensive. fuck photo.
Anonymous asked: why?
this could be fun
i don’t know how it works but i just enabled the “ask me questions” option. …so if you’re interested: http://printkid.tumblr.com/ask give it a shot.
i’m really feeling an OC marathon over reading week. i’ve been kind of bummed out lately and i really think i need that season 1 throwback to brighten my mood.
randy: woah, that thing's hot!
me: what, my body?
randy: no... your laptop power pack.
randy: its way hotter than mine.
me: what, my body?
me: ... yeah, sorry, i'll stop.
If I were a month, i’d be august If I were a day of the week, I’d be friday (cause school’s still open but i don’t have class) If I were a time of day, I’d be 3:30pm If I were a planet, I’d be Bespin (the planet that cloud city is on… star wars, c’mon) If I were an animal, I’d be a bird If I were a direction, I’d be up If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be an old...
i fall real fast, everytime. 1) i got scared, i’m sorry. i just can’t be that boy. 2) you were too perfect, i knew it would end sooner or later. 3) it’s not over, it’s never been over and i constantly think about seeing you again. i’m going to be alone forever.